Negative thoughts

They pour down on me,

heavily all around.

Paralyzing my mind at times,

creating utter confusion, sometimes.

I struggle and wriggle,

trying to escape.

But their long tentacles,

always find a way!

Sometimes I try to ignore,

using an umbrella as cover.

But the wind, blows too strong,

The cover does not stand long.

Being friends, din't help either,

it made me sad and sorrow.

Fighting din't work out also,

it made them stronger!

This cycle just goes on,

I still haven't found an answer.

Can't we ever make peace?

When can we finally move on?

Questions I Ask.

When and Where?
Now or Then?
Why and How?
Stop and Bow!


What and Who?
This or Those?
Them and me?
Let me be!


These or that?
Whom and Why?
He or She?
It will be Me!

Suvi And Me!

Suvi and me,
are like chalk and cheese.
He likes the shares,
and I like the music.


Mercury is Suvi.
Pluto is more like me.
Suvi is sincere,
'Laid-back' - me!


Suvi and me,
are not totally chalk and cheese.
We both are goofy,
and we both love the movies.


He cracks jokes,
the joke is on me.
I get sarcastic.
My subject is Suvi.


I have the problems,
Suvi solves them all.
When I get irritated(with him),
Suvi has a ball!


Suvi is the fire,
I am the breeze.
Want good company?
come to Suvi and me!

The long wait.

How long will it take?
I lose patience everyday.
Long time it has been.
Is that day coming?

Agonizing it is to wait.
I cannot help, but do.
After a million failures,
I hope there is something good.

Everyday I wonder,
if something is just around the corner.
With new hope, I wait at the bend,
but slowly, the day ends.

Maybe tomorrow will have something new.
Maybe tomorrow will be my day.
Keeping faith I wait,
for the day that will bring in change.

In your loving memory....

If there is a better world,
there you shall go.
A place which has nicer folks,
that will be your abode.

The love that you have given us,
Will last, a lifetime long.
You are our angel,my baby!
who has left us, wanting more.

All the moments with you,
are etched forever in my heart.
Each one of them will be cherished.
Cherished, lifelong.

I thankyou for everything.
Thankyou my Prince!
Let all the stars shine on you,
May your soul rest in peace.

longings........

Long years they have been,
away from you I suffer.
Everything!! I have seen,
in darkness I have been utter.

You came,
there was a ray of hope.
You were light,
who brought peace to my soul.

Through the vicissitudes of fate,
I dance like a pendulum.
From bliss to sheer pain.
One moment with you,
in the next I go insane.

Come to me,
take me whole.
I am missing,
in bits and pieces.
Fill me up,
complete me.