In your loving memory....

If there is a better world,
there you shall go.
A place which has nicer folks,
that will be your abode.

The love that you have given us,
Will last, a lifetime long.
You are our angel,my baby!
who has left us, wanting more.

All the moments with you,
are etched forever in my heart.
Each one of them will be cherished.
Cherished, lifelong.

I thankyou for everything.
Thankyou my Prince!
Let all the stars shine on you,
May your soul rest in peace.

longings........

Long years they have been,
away from you I suffer.
Everything!! I have seen,
in darkness I have been utter.

You came,
there was a ray of hope.
You were light,
who brought peace to my soul.

Through the vicissitudes of fate,
I dance like a pendulum.
From bliss to sheer pain.
One moment with you,
in the next I go insane.

Come to me,
take me whole.
I am missing,
in bits and pieces.
Fill me up,
complete me.

HIT LIST!

Its always shocking to know that someone wants to kill you........and more so when you got a number of people wanting to do that,like in my case.I used to think that its just my brother and cousins but unfortunately for me the list has been increasing at an alarming rate!!!And all this for no reason.....ok well....you can't really kill people just because they are smarter and better at things!!! What is the world coming to!!!! Just yesterday there was a new addition to the list....just because I was a little more curious than normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is what actually happened........

read on...

............ (I am trying to increase the length of my writing)

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(At office)
(chatting)

Me: there??

Me: Where are you?

Me(not giving up): Room?

Me: Lab?

Prospective Killer(PK):Room.

Me: What kind of room?

Me: Livingroom?

Me: Bedroom?

Me: Bathroom?

PK: Storeroom.

Me: What are you storing there?

Me: SURFs or FFA's ??( if you dont know what they mean...its really normal)

PK: My brain!! (people can be really silly sometimes..)

Me(very curious):You,ve got a huge brain ha??

PK: Yes!! I have more than one!! Do you have a problem?? In anycase you won't understand,you hardly have one!!

Me: Yea ...:( sadly I dont. ( obviously I was just playing along).So, why do you need more than one brain??

Me: One for each occasion or something??

PK: Yupee...( what has english come to !!!.... yupee???!!!!)

Me: What sort of occasions?

PK: I am going to kill you now!!!

Me:What sort of an occasion is that!!!....and you actually need more than one brain for this!!??

PK: You are soooooo dead now!!!

.....................and thats how it went........crazy I tell you!!! Imagine someone telling me..I dont have brains???!!! hello!! like shouldnt I be the person wanting to kill him!!Things get more and more complex as you grow............but a few years earlier they were really simple.........................
like..................................


Brother:Give me the remote.

Me: No,I won't!!

Brother:Give it to me please!!

Me: You should stress on the "please" a little more.And whats with the tone ha??!!

Brother: Plleeeeeaaassseeeee can you give me the remote??

Me: Can you try that again?

Brother:Pleeeeeaaasssssssssseee Pleeeeeeeeeaassseeeee give me the remote...Pleasssseeeeeeee.

Me: You can do better you know??

Brother:I am going to kill you now!!!!

Me: Mummy..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and thats my younger brother I am talking about.An elder brother would have made sure I was in heaven by this time (I have been good all my life).

I know that some of you also have similar plans..I can name Rahul for sure :p.Anyway,the rest of the good folks...remember I really love you!!! :D...and thanks..for not wanting to kill me.

Till next time....(if I survive).......

bubye..................

pal

TAGGED!!

Sam has tagged me (not that I would'nt have written if she dint :p) so heres my chance to get all the more cryptic ;). My friends have always been very kind to me...take for example my earlier post...I got good feedback for it .(see being an optimist helps...and no i dint threaten all of them!!!)Some of them just told me how good it was and all that (*swelling with pride*)...thought I would comment on their behalf,but then decided against it because there is something called self-respect(did not have the time actually). Anyway, answering the following questions,definitely wasnt the easiest thing I have done(questions on Britney Spears would have been tougher Sam :p)

Here I go........

1. One thing you're very much afraid of.

Cockroaches and Lizards

2. Two incidents you can never forget in life.

i. Winning my first lawn-tennis match(after being an underdog for practically the entire match:p....i did pull off a miracle of sorts!!)

ii. The day my Xth results were out.(my parents reaction makes it memorable i suppose)

3. Three books you'd love reading again and again.

Only Asterix and Obelix!!

4. Four women who are most beautiful.

Mom,Mom,Mom and Mom!!


5. Five of your favourite food items.

Been close to 6 years now,that I have been away from home.....so any 5 items that mom cooks really!!

6. Six words you use very often oral/written.

i. but why??!!
ii. what??!!
iii. arey!
iv. no man!
v. cha.
vi. nice.

Would want public opinion on this though.

7. Seven things you like about yourself.

i. Humour (though peope rarely get it!)
ii. Modesty. (my middle name)
iii. Being an Indian.
iv. Not possessive about things(both living and non-living:p)
v. Being spiritual.
vi. My wit.
vii Stupidity.(I can sense a lot of heads nodding!)

8. Eight film personalities who are your all time favorites

Make that three.....Tom Hanks, Aamir Khan and Denzel Washington.

9. Nine movies you wont mind watching again and again.

i. andaz apna apna
ii. Dil Chahta hai.
iii. Oscar.
iv. Italian Job.
v. The LadyKillers.
vi. Father of the bride.
vii. Pink Panther series(love them!!)
viii.Remember the Titans.
ix. Ice Age.

10. Ten songs you would like to listen to everyday.

Would go crazy if I'd listen to a set of songs daily!!

Ok!! Am done!!

Please dont be surprised If the next time someone pops these questions and I end up with completely different answers ;). It was an ordeal I wouldnt like going through again!!(I guess I can never be quite sure of myself)

bubye

pal

Feeling Blue.....

Am back!!! :D................definitely sooner than what I had expected. Pink is all gone.....on public demand. You are right Sam, blue is more me. :)

Well google search still eludes me :(. I might have gone a little (mind you..just a lil bit) overboard in asking people to read my blog and most importantly comment ;) . We have an anonymous comment for my previous post reflecting my very thought (planning to delete that though :p).

As I write I can hear my boss having a very important discussion with one of my colleagues(well anything that your boss discusses by default becomes important....and it comes back to haunt you later...cause you were hardly listening!!)hmmm...keeps happening.. and one more thing mind you....whatever task you are working on right now,by default (YES!! yet again ) becomes top priority and every God damn person on earth is waiting on you to finish it.Makes you wonder if I you are so good or...well thats the reason in my case atleast(I have been an optimist all my life!!).

Seen kids totally in awe of Super-hereos. I tell you, we are almost there. You got doubts!! Oh come on!! My boss tells me.." You need to do this and this and this...and also that by today evening...all of them are top priority."and I do it!!(I got no choice...cause there is something called an appraisal.) Sadly for me there arent any kids here at office.But then come to think of it I wonder if I could convince them, that I am actually saving the world(ofcourse my manager means the world to me...what the hell where you thinking???) by just sitting in front of the computer and typing some crap.Parents, I thought would be an easier target,but then this is what my dad said to me after the super woman thingy which I was trying to throw at him..."What!! Dont you see your pay check every month??!!".
Things run smoothly as long as you have your own self to convince I tell you.

Dont blame me guys if this post appears a lil disconnected.Cant help it I kept having these important discussions with my boss while I was at it.Now I dont want things to keep coming back and haunting me nor do I want a long day at office(as if what I want matters anyway).So until next time this is pal a.k.a "super woman" signing off.....

up...up...and away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally a Beginning!!

Its funny how things which you really want, come your way when you least expect them to.Things that you have always wanted to do,come through in the most unexpected manner.My foray into blogging falls on similar lines, with a rather amusing aspect to it.
I have always had this love for writing.One of the few things that comes naturally to me I suppose.My not too creative job being a constant reminder of this fact.Friends have often asked me to start a blog."Where is the time??" was what I would tell them.The answer was so "full-proof" they gave up persuading.I think they should have adopted a different approach......something of the sort......ummmm....well.........something like..."Does a google search of your name show you in the list??!!!"............. : ((sniff...sniff.Ofcourse Not!!!I am nowhere in the list!!! Just checked a day ago.)
Well so this was what.....hmmm let me put it a little differently...my "friends lacked" ;) and thats when the higher forces of nature decided to step in and do something about it and provided the final impetus ( greed is a kind!!!).On a serious note,its unfortunate that it had to be this , and not my love for writing( for the already disgusted lot....i never promised good writing!!).But am so glad that I am finally here and will be doing something that I really like for a change :).
I sign off hoping , this isn't the end to my claim to fame and I'll be back sooner than expected. :D

bubye.....
pal